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Sunday, December 30, 2007

its coming to end of 2007 and soon it will be 2008...

during the yr of 2007, alot of things happen, esp after thc left the company and i took over the whole BUC portfolio... its e time when it showed my limit.. i realised tat i could no longer handle the stress the way i was in poly handling deadlines.. i rem tat poly times when we are supposed to hand in several projects within certain deadlines, although i complained alot, i still managed to complete them... several projects over the same period of time.. i still could handle.. but y.. tis time round i could no longer handle.. during tat period of time, i felt so stress-up.. i complaint to so-called my buddy.. i broke down several times.. but after tat i still continued to do my work cuz i noe tat at the end of the dae, work still needed to be done..

who noes things started to change gradually... or rather i sae ppl started to change.. in office, ppl i tot treated mi well turned his/her back on mi.. or maybe i trusted the wrong type of ppl... in the first place, my so-called bubby treated mi veri well, bought mi food, helped mi to solve probs... BUT after my tis so-called buddy came back from leave, "she" started to change her attitude... be it towards mi or other ppl.. "she" even backstabbed mi and complaint to ao about my working attitude... haiz.. i realli hate the feeling of being backstabbed.. i had it once and now its happening to mi once again.. i felt so hurt.. i treated ppl whom i trusted wholeheartedly... but in the end, ppl juz treated mi lyk shit... lolx...

but ppl i used to hate in the end helped mi and even stood up for mi.. hmmm.. lolx... see how funny things can turn out... some ppl even wan mi to transfer mi to their team.. haha... i even haf tis feeling to go over lor.. haha.. but i noe i cant do tat... lolx...
hmmm... its coming to 2008 and i hope tat things can turn better for mi... i realli hope tat things can go smoothly.. haha... i wan to haf a gd start for 2008... haha...

btw gdbye 2007 and welcome 2008!!!


Kitty-licious
12:15 AM


Saturday, December 08, 2007

its been mths since i last updated my blog... hehe... too bz lar... tis few mths alot of things happen.. tis things make mi see the real side of ppl.. make mi in future no matter wat i did muz cover my own ass..
last wk was being kinda of being back stabbed by lawyers twice some more... firstly is being accused by zab tat i took her title deeds nv give her, causing her completion incurred interest... tmd.. i did give to her secretary lo.. on the next dae i gave her the title deed was given to mi... tmd.. luckily i gt zapped a copy of the title deed i gave to Nana... ma de.. accused mi lor.. secondly... nml complaint to ao tat i wasn't capable as b4.... wa kaoz lor.. i haf to take over thc, ccl, and ohk's work leh... somemore the files r everywhr lor.. how am i supposed to monitor so many files at a time.. everytime i recevied a ltr frm the dev's sol.. i haf to go ard the office to find files lor... damn tired leh...
den tis wk.. more worse.. becuz in the beginning i wasnt being told tat after every first term loan release, i need to give my files to backroom for DOA stamping.. i wasnt told leh.. den CTB recently chasing for title deeds.. end up alot of files was in the listing.. cuz they weren't being stamped.... den sb, asri, ao and mi were being called up to see ivy, asking us so many nv stamped, so many in the listing, etc... i noe its my fault BUT i didnt noe i haf to stamp the DA after first release... i realli didnt noe leh... if ao didnt tell mi, i tink still gt alot nv being stamped... after she told mi i quickly took out those needed to stamp...
den nml tis wk for the first 3 daes she nv come to work.. cuz dunno wat happen to her mum lar.. den thurs afternoon she returned to work.. the moment she returned to work, her clts called her and screamed at her... den tat whr my nitemare started... she shouted to mi to bring her the file.. but cuz the file is wif cpf team for cpf release... when i went up to retrieve the file, izah sae to mi tat she cant release the file yet cuz she needed to some recording first.. later den will pass the file to mi.. so i went down and told her tat the cpf team tat the file cant be released lor.. cuz they needed to do some recording... den tat fat asshole shouted at mi, asking mi to bring her the file... i went up and down at least gt 3-4 times lor.. when i'm upstairs, she kept screaming at seri asking her to ask mi to bring her the file, wat her clts r screamin at her over the fone, saying wat jus ask her to bring down the file wat so diff abt it... etc... TMD lor.. IS NT TAT I DUN WAN TO BRING U THE FILE LOR.. IS E CPF TEAM CANT RELEASE THE FILE... ma de!!! i haf to ask izah to release the file first cuz she kept screaming downstairs... den i threw the file in her room and walked off... ma de.. i nv felt so "wei qu" b4 lor...
first thing u dun wan to come to work, den nv tell anione tat whether u coming anot.. den u come back le... kbkp... na ma... KNNCCB... clts scream at u, den u vent on mi... FINE... veri gd...
from tat dae onwards i nv sae a single word to her... who cares man... u unhappy is ur family prob, dun bring to work and vent ur unhappiness on ppl.... stud..
i tink i muz go the si ma lu and pray le.. twice in a wk kana sae... somemore the nml one i feel so innocent lor... haiz.... i really dunno how to continue working in tat kind of environment le... sianz.... i feel so tired...

Kitty-licious
11:21 PM