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♥ Saturday, August 29, 2009

2dae marks the end of my life of 4 yrs & 13 daes in WLAW.... i was so emo tis 2 daes.. esp todae...

i was alrite thw whole morning but when uncle abdullah and & aunty bought something for mi, i was so touched... even ayu gave mi a photo frame... i was abit emo b4 i went out for completion... but my emo worsen after i came bak from completion.. esp when i saw the things tat they (yl, gf, bm, psh and kpy) bought for mi.. a bag full of hello kitty things for mi... a hello kitty calculator, a mouse and a kitty cup.. i broke out in tears immediately... i didnt expect they wld buy things for mi.... and bm still rem wat i told her lor... i told her i wanted to buy the calculator but was too exp... in the end they bought for mi to bring to the new ofc.. haha... so sweet...

when i went bak to my desk, i saw a paper bag.. i saw inside was a box of chocolates.. given to mi by ms hoo.. i was lyk....... haiz... i was abit shocked. i muz sae...

after tat ivy came over to give mi my chq... ensuring my files are nicely distributed.. yl came over and helped mi.. alot of files needed to be monitored... it took us alot of time to sort out those files... gf, bm and kpy waited long time for mi cuz after work we planned to go for ktv session... meanwhile while we were packing, asi, lwl and ckw (jasmine) went bak home.. and nt forgetting ah hui... b4 gg bak they gave a hub and a pat on the back... the feeling of cant bear to leave was bak again... i felt lyk crying everytime i hugged gdbye to they all... haiz... tears were rolling in my eyes... even though lwl kept suaning mi, she still gave mi a pat on my shoulder.. =)

b4 i went off, went over to sae the last gdbye to ms hoo, joyce and laura... ms hoo sae something to mi.. she sae i haf to grow up.. i haf always been the xiao mei mei in wlaw... the xiao mei mei haf to grow up.. she hope i can grow in the new environment.. wif the help of my 'godbrother' over thr.. but i told her here i gt more godmothers.. wahaha.. & she laughed... (tears were rolling once again)...

after clearing my files, we went to ktv session at katong... they threatened yl to go...haha... bo bian 2dae my last dae liao.. during te ktv session, although yl didnt sing, i still felt happy tat she was thr... after tat, she haf to go bak le.. b4 she left, she oso give mi a hug.. and i cried once again (since when did i becum a cry baby sia.. lolx)... she sae she hoped to see mi again.. asked mi to gib her a call when i needed help... she will always be the one i'm grateful to... she is always the one i needed help and she is thr... i noe i owe her too much.. but i dunno how to repay her lor... she is always the one tolerating my nonsense, even when i flare up to her (even though the target wasnt her), she is always listen to my complaints... helped mi solve my probs....

haiz... how.. i cant stop crying now.. i wish i wasnt so crybaby... but.. haiz... hope my tis choice i made was rite... bm oso sae to mi, if i tink i haf made the rite choice, they will always support my decision... upon hearing tat i cried again. in the cab on the way bak home... at least i noe wat ever decision i made, i still haf a bunch of gd frds supporting mi.. tinkng back how nice is it to haf such gd frds cum colleagues rite.. haha...


Photobucket a box of chocolate given to mi by ms hoo...

present frm boss a second shoot

mi and my godma yl and mi.. at the ktv room

godma and mi yl and mi again

another shot

mi and karen mi and karen

mi and gen mi and ah gen

mi and my 2 godmas mi and my 2 godmas.. wahahah

mi and my 2 godmas my 2 godmas...

Photobucket the hello kitty stuffs given by gf, bm, psh, kpy and yl

Photobucket awww..... so sweet

Photobucket the bear piggy bank by uncle abdullah, the bear by lwl, the bar of chocolate by auntie and the frame by ayu.. thx man

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aww... i will miss them alot alot sia...


Kitty-licious
12:21 AM


♥ Saturday, August 22, 2009

after much struggling and consideration, i finally made my decision on going away... finally... initially wanted to stay becuz i cant bear to leave the ppl thr... but lyk wat joy haf sad to mi b4, the ppl and the freedom here made mi wan to stay but its juz the work tat pushes mi away.. since i'm nt appreciated by ppl here, y shld i stay and kana bullied by them? m i rite?

i juz wanna a stable job, a job tat doesnt require mi to commit, a job tat doesnt require alot of OT, a job whr i can learn more, i can learn by myself.. & nt clearing shit... nt a job tat requiresmi to stay up v late @ work, a job tat i complained abt every nite i returned from work, a job tat i haf to clear shit everydae, a job tat i haf to worry abt and lost slp..i dun wan tat...

hmmm.. haiz..see? here am i complaining abt work again.. today is sat leh.. i shldnt tink abt work.. hahaha... anyway i left wif onli a wk to worry den i will go over to new place to start afresh... hopefully i can cope well thr, even w/o yl... seriously i tink i owe her too much le.. regardless is the helpi gt from her abt work, or the finanical help for the taxi whenever i OT.. hmmm..i felt tat i let her down... but bo bian... i tink i need to leave... if nt i dun tink i will grow....

haiz... so fast next fri will be my last dae le.. abit 不舍 lor... hmmm.. k enough of tat...

last nite went out for dinner wif fatimah, psh, gf, bm @ far east plaza.. tat faitmah was late lor... we waited for her lyk an hr liao.. wa laoz... but in the end, she still turned up.. lolx.. after dinner we went to cineleisure (w/o gf and bm, as gf needed to rush to pasir ris for dessert and bm- its time for her to go slp le.. lolx), went into bk to chit chat.. fatimah tok abt her new colleagues and workplace, those funny things tat happened in the ofc, we tok abt the old times when we were at cecil street, those stupid stupid things tat husni mentioned... those silly silly things tat we did.. wahaha... realli missed those times lor.. i will miss even more those times i spent wif karen they all, including asi.. those times we started to stay at our desk even dueing lunchtime to clear our things.. haha... the times those part timers came and helped us to clear our work... esp rachelle and hafidz... haha... i tink during tat time our room was the most noisy cuz of our quarrelling everydae... haha...haiz... whenever i tink back i kinda of sad...

haiz... tink i need to go and settle my emo first...

Kitty-licious
10:59 PM


♥ Sunday, August 09, 2009

haiz... hw cum everytime i haf made up a decision, the management will come out some ways to make mi stay? i getting confused once again... m i realli tat impt tat they cant afford to lose another employee... or izzit tat i haf too many files tat they dunno how to distribute out??

sianz lor... i haf decided to go and sign appt ltr coming next wk.. den they came to tell mi tat they willing to match up my pay... but the workload wll still remains the same... but they will take out one of my back-room components to help mi.. and i heard from yl tat SH is gonna do a revamp on the management.. she sae she gonna do lyk wat ex ctb team was doing... meaning she gonna divide into front-line and back-room... kaoz.. i tot she all along dislyk our ctb team style.. in the end, she finally tink tat we cant cope and wan to do wat ctb team was doing.. isnt it too late to realise??? how cme she didnt realise tat earlier? y muz they wait till ppl resigned le and come out wif solutions?

truely, if u mistreat ur staff, u realli tink ppl will work faithfully for u meh? if u tink u can manage ppl well, u tink ppl will nt go for another offer outside meh... ya true, the ppl here still ok, thr is some freedom here... BUT ppl is sick and tired of the management le.. shldnt they go and tink properly?

i realli sick and tired of those empty promises lor... wat if i stay and everything remains the same? they keep telling mi tat to give them time, nth effects immediately, to prove to mi tat they will get help... when we first moved here, i alr told them if i got an offer i wld surely go de, they r the ones to ask mi to wait till dec 08.. now is alr aug 09, nth changes.. now i sae i wanna go liao, they come out wif matching pay, an assistant to help mi, ofc paying the late patyment interest, changing of seat, etc.. watever i sae they will try to make to my demands... haha... realli stupid lor... trying my best to make my stand...

hmm.... i'm tired of such life.. i dun wan everydae worry abt last dae payment, last dae stamping, clts appointments, progress payments, t/ds... i'm tired.. i wanna take a break.. i tink i realli need... hmmm...

Kitty-licious
1:59 PM