ytd was labour dae... was a holidae.. and a shocking dae for mi too...

the dae b4 labour dae, we were hafing our tea receiption.. haf alot of food to eat.. lolx.. went home wif a full stomach... den after tat met hubby at the contractor thr... den ard 8+ went hm.. wanted to go mother hse... but hubby was doing full shift the next dae..

den the next dae.. i went out early for my kenshu... daddy came and fetched mi... we(mum, min, yuhui and mi) went to take the shutter bus @ hougang.. slp on the bus till we reached jurong HQ...

the kenshu started @ 8am... so haf our morning gongkyo... denm after tat series of learning.. den at ard 11+, hubby msg mi tat he's nt feeling well maybe going home soon.. den i tot he is juz feeling nt well nv tot was tat serious.. UNTIL....

12 noon when mich called mi and told mi tat hubby was being sent to hospital for diff breathing.. i was damn stunned lor.. by tat time they were hafing lunch.. i couldnt eat, i went off to take a cab... i couldn't see a cab outside.. so i was tinking to take a cab @ the interchange and shun bian drew money... when i reached the interchange, the Q at the atm was damn long lor.. couldn't wait le.. called mich to check whether she gt enough cash, in case...

walked out to take a cab.. couldn't see a cab lor.. NB.. u dont see cabs when u need one.. stud lor... waited for ten mins.. den finally saw one... den told the uncle i wanted to go SGH.. but i told him @ changi e one.. fuck... i was blurred... couldn't tink properly... called mich to confirm.. chanted in the cab... hoping nth happen to him.. the more i chanted, the more scare i becum.. so afraid... wanted to hold back my tears... but when i reached the SGH.. i couldnt find them.. called mich.. and i burst out.. the more mich asked mi nt to worry.. the more worried i becum... i was damn fucking afraid lor.. my mind was so confused...asked them how long hubby was in thr.. they said an hr.. faintz.. den awhile later the officer asked mi to go in.. den i saw him... lying on the bed, looking so weak.. i cried.. i was so relieved tat he was fine.. he assured mi tat he was ok..

chatted wif him awhile to ensure tat he was ok.. den went out.. told them tat he was ok.. den waited a long time b4 he could b discharge... went to haf lunch cuz he was complaining tat he was hungry.. den went to take chairs frm his aunt.. den went back home.. cuz they were haf-ing gathering.. his aunt, his dad and his gong gong were cooking.. after dinner, ben and mich went to mother's hse to play mj.. while i stayed @ home wif hubby in case he wasnt feeling better at nite.. at ard 9+ my dad came to visit him for awhile.. to see whether he's alrite.. den he went back..

ard 11+ we went to slp le.. actually the nite b4, he did told mi tat he wasnt breathing smoothly... but i tot cuz of his coughing.. nth serious.. who noes.... haiz... he told mi tat when he fainted, he tot of mi.. in his heart tinking tat he cant juz go lyk tat... he still haf mi.. when he leave den wat will happen to mi.. i felt so touched hearing tat...

scared the hell out of mi lor.. so peeps, when u r unwell, juz go and see doc..... dun wait till things get serious..