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♥ Saturday, August 22, 2009

after much struggling and consideration, i finally made my decision on going away... finally... initially wanted to stay becuz i cant bear to leave the ppl thr... but lyk wat joy haf sad to mi b4, the ppl and the freedom here made mi wan to stay but its juz the work tat pushes mi away.. since i'm nt appreciated by ppl here, y shld i stay and kana bullied by them? m i rite?

i juz wanna a stable job, a job tat doesnt require mi to commit, a job tat doesnt require alot of OT, a job whr i can learn more, i can learn by myself.. & nt clearing shit... nt a job tat requiresmi to stay up v late @ work, a job tat i complained abt every nite i returned from work, a job tat i haf to clear shit everydae, a job tat i haf to worry abt and lost slp..i dun wan tat...

hmmm.. haiz..see? here am i complaining abt work again.. today is sat leh.. i shldnt tink abt work.. hahaha... anyway i left wif onli a wk to worry den i will go over to new place to start afresh... hopefully i can cope well thr, even w/o yl... seriously i tink i owe her too much le.. regardless is the helpi gt from her abt work, or the finanical help for the taxi whenever i OT.. hmmm..i felt tat i let her down... but bo bian... i tink i need to leave... if nt i dun tink i will grow....

haiz... so fast next fri will be my last dae le.. abit 不舍 lor... hmmm.. k enough of tat...

last nite went out for dinner wif fatimah, psh, gf, bm @ far east plaza.. tat faitmah was late lor... we waited for her lyk an hr liao.. wa laoz... but in the end, she still turned up.. lolx.. after dinner we went to cineleisure (w/o gf and bm, as gf needed to rush to pasir ris for dessert and bm- its time for her to go slp le.. lolx), went into bk to chit chat.. fatimah tok abt her new colleagues and workplace, those funny things tat happened in the ofc, we tok abt the old times when we were at cecil street, those stupid stupid things tat husni mentioned... those silly silly things tat we did.. wahaha... realli missed those times lor.. i will miss even more those times i spent wif karen they all, including asi.. those times we started to stay at our desk even dueing lunchtime to clear our things.. haha... the times those part timers came and helped us to clear our work... esp rachelle and hafidz... haha... i tink during tat time our room was the most noisy cuz of our quarrelling everydae... haha...haiz... whenever i tink back i kinda of sad...

haiz... tink i need to go and settle my emo first...

Kitty-licious
10:59 PM